Rouge

... Title is named after -OZ-'s coming album 「Rouge」. I should buy it... @@ I need money. XD I love their song Rain Delay (and many others too), btw. *___*

I really don't have nothing important to write, so I write just something... Below is some piccies of Santra & Moira. Santra got a cough somewhere at last weekend. We took her to the vet on monday (I admit crying there, again... @@), and her lungs were xrayed - since the vet doubted, that there could have been metastases (since she had cancer in her mammary glands and it sprayed to the lymph nodes...), but thaks to god, there were none. She has (only) somekind of virus/bacteria infection in her throat - now she's taking antibiotics.


Sweetheart Santra. <3


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The greatest hunter of all time - MOIRA!


Baka~ <3

I'M SOOOOOOOOOO BORED ATM. And sleepy... *drinks coffee* Tomorrow I have school from 8am to 16pm. << How I'm supposed to handle that, since Jonna chanced school!! DD:< My other classmates are so fuckin' ridiculous. *sighs*

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, I GOT MY KURAIMOAS!!!! >8DDD

Tsupulu!

Me soooooooooooooooooo bored @ work... I have been here for... almost 8 hours now - and STILL I have to be here till 20.30pm!!! << D: I'm masochistic workaholic, jay~! Well, really I' not, I'm just too greedy - and it's gonna kill me someday.... Such a nice future 4 me - jay for that too~! XD

BORN - D'espairsRay @ Tavastia 22.09!

OH MY GOD, D'ESPAIRSRAY DOESN'T SUCK LIVE! THEY WERE DAMN GREAT! AND FUCK!!! THEY PLAYED MANY (BUT NOT ENOUGHT) OF THEIR OLDER SONGS, E.G. B O R N!!!! Actually, they started with it!!! *_____* I DIED IN FIRST SONG (... and that's good!) AND SO DID MY NECK!!! <3333 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, at least I died happily! XDDD I had soooooo much fun w/ Daisy & Eini - and now I remember again, why I like to go gigs w/ Daisy - she rocks my ass off, the ultimate Ms Mosher!! XD


Oh, back to business, they played ... *thinks* ... Marry of the blood, abel to cain, Garnet, Trickster, in vain, Hollow, Mirror (this was surely in the encore? o.o) & "Forbidden"... too! I really cannot remember all (not even sure, if those are the right songs!), I went maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! XDD Plus, I didn't regonize any of them newest songs, but that's just me - I like the old D'espa. <69 Hizumi was so damn hot, btw. >DD I would totally.... *shuts up* He sang perfectly too!! *fangirl death* And thumbs up to him that he will get better soon & wishing all good to the all band! <3

My neck is dying. Really. I can feel the gravity now.... But this is totally worth it, last night.... OMG, I really can say that this "sleeping D'espa-fangrl" in me has been awakened!!! >DD *listens [Coll:set]*

(Plz forgive my misspellings, I'm really not alive now... *keeps on dying happily without drugs*)

-fallen-

I'm kind a disappointed, because I won't go see D'espairsRay w/ Pocky, as originally planned (since I really don't want to be "the third wheel" - it sucks bad time, but on the other hand... this was totally expected! PLUS I bought that ticket to her! :< This sucks if something!!!! *feels used*), but u cannot have everything (nothing?). Luckily Daisy comes there w/ me. <3 It's been a long time since we were together at gig, so... I'm not 100% droopy! "Little" pissed off still.

So D'espairsRay World Tour 2010 "Human-clad Monsters" @ Tavastia 22.09.2010 it is!

whispers.

WELCOME BACK DEAR!!! <69 (May I rape him now, plz...?!)

Something else to think about~

I'm happily lost in eBay! I found some fragrances, that I want, but I'm not sure, if I want to spend my last moneys on them. :'D Since I'm obsessed with Dior's Hypnotic Poison I have to find something "almost as good" to myself - still haven't, hopefully one of those my "future-to-be" fragrances is that... I keep on hoping, keep on hoping! *sings*

I'm obsessed w/ Supernatural too - still... 8) I'm watching the fifth season's episodes from internet right now, and gosh... Would they just slay that Lucifer NOW...! That dude pisses me off, he speaks way too much and isn't anything like Lucifer is supposed to be - he's... A jerk!! << BTW. Sam's body is WAY TOO HOT!!!! Check below! >DD


I have a ear infection in my right ear. Yesterday, it was so bad, that I couldn't even hear anything with it. Yesterday was otherwise somehow a good day! I went to Iso-Omena because our class had to go to see this finnish movie call'd "Prinsessa" (Princess). AND IT SUCKED VERY MUCH. But after that Eini came there and we went to Hesburger and so on~. I also ate some delicious stracciatella ice cream, yum~! 8)

rain delay

*deep sigh*

Why, why, do you keep on making your life difficult? I just cannot fucking understand... Call me a bad friend, if that's really what I am, but really... No one can't save you from yourself - I have tried and gosh, I have lost. You didn't even care, when I - fuck - tried to talk some sense into that lil' head of yours - no. It's so easy to ignore me - and that's just great. I'm so replaceable to you, but you aren't replaceable to me. Can't you understand that this your "suicide fly" anguishes me, although I try to push this feeling aside every fucking day. I'm not emotionless, even If I seem to be sometimes. I just have a hard skin, and you know why.

Thinks that you do, and thinks that you don't do anymore, makes me think how vulnerable I am, just because I CARE. Would it be better to just let you go?

Please. I really don't want to lose you in any way, but I just don't know what should I do. Nothing? It makes me sick to sit and watch when you play your role.

I'm so sorry, I probably shouldn't write this here...

Valluna disbands!!!!!!!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! WHY, GOD, WHY - THEY ARE SO DARN GOOD!!! DDDDDDD: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

malicious female pig

I'M BROKE, I'M BROKE - BECAUSE OF SADIE!! Does that surprise anyone...?! I have sold my soul to satan (read: Aki)... >DD And the reason to my bankruptcy is their new DVD: 5th LIVE DVD 「DRESS OF SKIN」 at SHIBUYA C.C.Lemon HALL 20100611 (limited). 8DD I WANTIES TO HAVE IT ALREADY!!!! <33 Mmmm~, Aki... *____*

I haven't ordered my kuraimoa's even yet! D:< I'm doing that this week... but I want to know, is Zeallink giving any bribes w/ that!

I also have to finish my plan's w/ my "future-to-be" "Sadie text"-tattoo... Goshhhhhhhh. @@

ever

HELVETTI OLEN POISTANU PERKELEEN MONTA BLOGGAUSTA KU EN TIIÄ MITÄ SANOA... Anteeks, että oon olemassa?

Gin.

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I have work tomorrow! Of course, I really wouldn't have to go (since nowadays I'm just "gig worker" / "deficiency filler" - I don't have a contract of anykind), like for real, but well... Money is money - u always need it! At least, I do. That whole work community really creeps & pisses me off, but if this (plus kicking Daisy's fiiiiiiiiiine ass! >D) is what it takes to go to JPN... I will definitely live through it!! 8D I'm excited - although I should't be...

クライモア

SADIE'S KURAIMOA'S PV PREVIEW!!!! 8D *giggles*


To be honest, I haven't watched it myself. XD And I will not do that.... Unless, unless... *rubs hands together* >D Unless... Well, let's just say, that never say ever! WAAAAAAA! I HAVE TO ORDER THAT SINGLE ASAP! DDD:

And gosh. HOW IDIOTIC PPL CAN BE! XDDD May I send this one ernie-idotus-maximus (also known as Pocky's friend) to the North Pole?! Maybe the penguins - or polar bears (whichever lives there) find her interesting - cuz I don't. Plz, don't be a teenage cry-baby, grow up! :'D

Pathetic, just pathetic... *laughs*

Cabinfever~!

Okay... I'm tired - as usual & again - so I really don't think that I'm going to write much, but I did enjoy my week at our rental cottage! 8) E.g. I didn't have to take Moira for long walks If I felt lazy - and ah~, that serenity! <3 Below some piccies which I took - there aren't many cuz Eini had my cam w/ her in Japan...








My brother's motorbike. :3

Meme vol. 92843802

Meme stolen from donghoonie - again.

Pick your birth month.
→ Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
→ Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
→ Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.
→ Tag 5 people from your friends list.

MARCH
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home décors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

My bolds really don't stand out so I colored them also... >D

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JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home décors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defence. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and travelling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humour. Logical.