August 28, 2009

Sleeping deep in darkness.

I planned to see Joona tomorrow. Well. That's not gonna happen. FCK. Her bunny Mortimer is sick and she plans to take it to the vet tomorrow. Yeah. Of course that is more important thing to do, but I really would liked to talk to her. My head is - again - messed up! I don't know even why. Maybe M's troubles transfered into me or something. I really didn't sleep much at night. And that's was because of your "therapy session"; or can u call it that? We talked. Thinks that u don't talk too often, but yeah. I don't know what purposes that served - I wanted to know, because I cannot help ppl if they don't tell me, what's wrong. But that wasn't the problem last night. Uh. What's the name of this "empty" feeling inside? ... Hope that she feels better. ^^"

But day was "good" (Yaminade's CD came and so on). Even still if I feel emotionless and hollow. My problems, which are they? If someone would give me a gun, I really wouldn't doubt to use it. Pain would be good... At least that would be something.

Yesterday was nice. Yeah. Mitsuki's company totally resetted my brains. For couple of hours. Depp's movie "Public Enemies", which we went to watch, was nice. We also planned to go together into movies again - which is xtremely good idea! Btw, I want to get my eye-brown pierced.

Santra was in her third surgery yesterday. She's all-good now, lil' bit tired of course. All my love to her. <3

1 comment:

  1. U really think, that we'd do that kind of thing together? ;< of course, my darling :D
    same to you^^<3 and oh, your hair is so nice, I'd like to have almoust the same haircut that U have :O

    and one thing more, U say to me, when U wanna go to watch that movie ;D (can u buy the ticket again? [I'll pay U later] 'cause I kinda sucks with that kind of things :'D)

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