"I feel no remorse and I have no regrets."

I.just.want.to...

Everything crashes down at same time. My feelings, I mean. I thought I was stable. Not you. Seems that I'm everything but that...

Can I erase one people out of my life? I do, I do like them and I FUCKING need her (so this is what I call despair), but it seems to be just one-way-round. So I'm asking... Who deserves this kind of shit? Me? Obviously. I don't know, what have I done for this but, should I thank you then...? I cared - and still do - too much, so you made me realize, that... Just don't. Don't care. I will try my best. Thanks to you, sweetie pie.

... Could someone blow my head off? That would be nice indeed.