May 27, 2009

"I feel no remorse and I have no regrets."

I.just.want.to...

Everything crashes down at same time. My feelings, I mean. I thought I was stable. Not you. Seems that I'm everything but that...

Can I erase one people out of my life? I do, I do like them and I FUCKING need her (so this is what I call despair), but it seems to be just one-way-round. So I'm asking... Who deserves this kind of shit? Me? Obviously. I don't know, what have I done for this but, should I thank you then...? I cared - and still do - too much, so you made me realize, that... Just don't. Don't care. I will try my best. Thanks to you, sweetie pie.

... Could someone blow my head off? That would be nice indeed.

May 21, 2009

FLASH:B[L]ACK.


Arrrrrgh, me wanties that DELUHI's DVD-single FLASH:B[L]ACK now! Earlier today, my buddy (Marisa), said that the guys look soooo good (check OHP!), and f*ck, it's true! And and... the sample of the PV for s[K]ape:goat is AWESOME! Waiting makes me crazy. @.@

SINCE1889's ENEMY wasn't really what I expected. I didn't listen to it myself, my sis did, but... I was in same room so. But. My mind is one fuckin big mess, so. It can be good...?

I'm so bored. I tooked Moira out this morning, she was typically over-energized as always. And Tomozos eye (which has been infected by some kind of bacteria - my guess) looks better, but not even near normal. :<

I forgot what I supposed to write. Neh. That happens.

May 20, 2009

Hello sh*tty!

Okay, yeaaaaah! Started my own blog at last! ^__^ To introduce myself, shortly; I'm 20 years old (...) jrock-fangirl (no, not "ernu", if you know what I mean) from Finland. I have a dog - great dane - call'd Moira (C'mon X-Love to be exact) and I live in Kirkkonummi, FINLAND, with my little sister Eini & mum.

I'm studying practical nursing, and let me say, it's not the easiest school to choose in this world. Atm I'm on-the-job learning in day care centre, and whata place it is!! O___O Screaming, moaning, fighting & of course, crying, all-day-long. Nice, neh? Okay, there is couple of nice kids, but... Overall I have spended there... Umm... 2-3 days of week, and I have been there for... What, 13+ weeks? Thanks to god, the final crunch is - almost - here! I have to spend just two more - full - weeks there and it's over! <3 Hurray!

Back to Moira, she's one AH/HD-problemed child, but such a love. <3 Pics can be found here (there's piccies of Santra too, she's my little sister's - Eini's - dog). Days with her are _never_ boring - you should see when I take her out!! Moira follows me everywhere and drools all over the place 24/7. Still love her! ^__^ Moira's name is varitation of word Moirae which means Greek mythology's The Fates (= three white-robed personifications of destiny).

ALMOST FORGOT!! I do have a hamster too! Her name is Tomozo. ^.^ Yeah, guys name - I know. She's transsexual.

I think I will listen to SINCE1889's new single ENEMY nowww - or maybeez tomorrow. Just downloaded it (shame on me) from 日本の音楽 (the blog's keeper isn't really the sweetest person in world, but what can u do? More about this "issue" sometime soon, tomorrow, neh? Sooner if she gets on Kouki or Jin again!! >.<). Hope that the single is good.

That's all. I think. Good night.

Bzt. Me + last.fm = justjealous