Meme~

1) If you'd like to play along, reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2) You then list (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 or 6 or 7 songs that start with that letter (feel free to explain why you chose the songs).
3) Then, as I'm doing here, you'll post the list to your journal with the instructions.

Daisy gave me the "S"... *runs to check iTunes* 8)

01 s[K]ape:goat - DELUHI
02 Scarlet - サディ
03 Sexual affection - サディ
04 sara - Matenrou Opera
05 Sexual Entrapment - Matenrou Opera
06 SMOKE - gaudie.
07 Sea of trees - SCREW

... Hard to pick, there are so many good "S"-songs. D:<

Blah, blah, blah~

I'm in work and geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez how boring this can be!! In have taken care of everyone of my "inhabitants" and now I'm just waiting, when they're gonna eat again (and this happens somewhere around 12:30pm)... *sighs*

killed by frustration.

I could - again - complain almost about everything. This sucks. You suck. I really don't know is it me again, but this funny little feeling in my ass isn't just going away. Wonder why. But. Maybe I'll live - or not.

Nega goes to activity pause. Nice. Go ahead you too - quit! >____<" Random. I know. I just have too much irritating thoughts in my head now. Would someone give me somehing positive to think about? No? Yeah, thanks.

I wanna see Sadie live before they decide disband/go to hiatus/or something too. I need someone to come JPN w/ me NOW. Fck. This plan of yours makes me wonder also, since I have this same funny little feeling in my ass again...

My "made in Japan" CDs & DVDs! (updating...)

Me is lazzzzy, so this is just - updated - copy of my list which was originally posted at last.fm. I really don't want to thing about how much money (€.€) these CDs have swallowed, but sometimes I - unfortunately - feel like I should have bought something else with those euros = something "handy-needy", like new clothes or .... something!

UPDATED 27.07.2010



12012
- Wana
- SHINE (type B)
- Cyclone (regular)
- Play Dolls (euro)

ALSDEAD
- Violet of Reason
- S.a.g.A
- PARADOX
- DISTRUST
- ALSDEAD (gonna order...)

アンド / And
- - & - (limited, first press)

Arc
- justice (Type A)
- So no Kokoro (Type A)
- Departure of one's lot (Type B)
- 【F】face

as.milk - Ato

BACKDROP zeroshiki - 悶×理×伝=式

Black:List - MELANCHOLY

born
- with hate (demo)
- -Abnormal Head Machine-
- 『felony』 TYPE A -BOLDNESS SESSION-

chariots - Yui

DELUHI
- Surveillance
- Orion once again
- VISVASRIT
- MAHADEVA
- JAGANNATH
- FLASH:B[L]ACK
- Two Hurt
- -Yggdalive-
- Two Hurt -FOOL'S MATE edition-
- REVOLVER BLAST
- Frontier
- The farthest

DI3SIRAE & Velvet Nightmare
- Fahrenheit
- fall down the deeper underground
- Overindulge

DICE AND JOKER - Eternal Insanity

Dio - Distraught Overlord
- Heaven's Call

Dir en grey
- UROBOROS (limited)
DVD: TOUR04 THE CODE OF VULGAR[ism]

D=OUT / ダウト
- ZIPANG (euro)
- 明星オリオン / Myojou Orion (TYPE C)
- 花咲ビューティ / Hanasaki Beauty (Regular Edition)
- 浪漫動脈的茶番劇 / Rouman Doumyakuteki Chabangeki
- い鳥 / Aoi tori (limited, TYPE B)
- CARNIVAL浮世 〜吟〜 (limited, TYPE B)

Ellseed - Missing Tears

gaudie. - MONSTER OF SNIPER

Gazette, the / ガゼット
- Cassis (type B)
- Gama (first press)
- NIL (limited)
- Stacked Rubbish (limited)
- DIM (limited, first press)
- BEFORE I DECAY (regular)
DVD: TOUR 2007-2008 STACKED RUBBISH　GRAND FINALE [REPEATED COUNTLESS ERROR]IN 国立代々木競技場第一体育館 (limited first press)
DVD: Standing Live tour 2006「Nameless Liberty.Six Guns...」-TOUR FINAL-at BUDOKAN (euro)

ギルティア / Gilltia - CLOWN

girugamesh / ギルガメッシュ
- 獄-初犯型円盤- / Goku -shohan kata enban-
- girugamesh (euro)
- 13's reborn (euro)

gossip
- Smell of skin
- obscene
- Newborn

hurts - Best Album

Matenrou Opera / 摩天楼オペラ
- Gilia (euro)
- Spectacular
- Last Scene
- acedia
- ANOMIE (first press)
- Murder Scope (both types)
DVD: DAWN OF ANOMIE in Akasaka BLITZ

MUCC / ムック - Ageha (limited)

L'eprica
- florence/3rd blood & pain
- Sephirothic tree
- Missa

like absolute myself - Meteoric Swarm

lynch.
- THE AVOIDED SUN
- THE BURIED (euro)
- Ambivalent Ideal (limited)

Nega / ネガ
- dole
- hole
- The faded film of a japanese sadness
- reminiscence (both types)
- Utsu
- illegitimacy
- Somato - Past Sky -
- dig
- ill
- Rebirth Under the Chaos (type B)
- Grave Of The Sacrifice (Visual Grave Type)
- Haunted Jealousy (all - three - types)
- NEGATIVISM (gonna order...)
DVD: Visual Negativism (first press)

NightingeiL - -you-

Nightmare / ナイトメア
- Libido
- anima (euro)

-OZ-
- Spiral
- Eve's Apple
- Bulk
- SIX
- VERSUS
DVD: A FACT OF LIFE 20090218　-Territory TOKYO-

PENICILLIN - Rainbow (Type B)

Phantasmagoria
- under the veil

Plastic Tree - Spica

R-Shitei/R指定/R-15
- Beautyful Sad Song
- the dead world
- オカルト地獄

Sadie / サディ
- SADIE -UNDEAD13+2-
- Ice Romancer (both types)
- MASTER OF ROMANCE (limited)
- Kagerou (Limited, type B)
- The Trend Killer (first press)
- a holy terrors
- Grieving the dead soul (both types)
- THE BULLET STORM (type A)
- GRUDGE OF SORROW
- Gain　(both types)
- ドレス (both types)
- Singles
DVD: THE SUICIDAL APPLICANTS
DVD: Distract against the terrors
DVD: 「Grieving the dead soul」 AKASAKA BLITZ 20081005
DVD: Crimson Tear (Director's CUT)
DVD: 「MASTER OF ROMANCE」 at SHIBUYA-AX20090502

Saruin / サルーイン
- MISS DEMON
- 業-カルマ- / Waza -karma-
- Doko -silent Luv phobia-
- 蛇華 -jaka-

SCREW
- 七色ノ冷艶歌 / Nanairo no reienka
- Virus (first press)
- Venom (first press)
- Fusion of the core (regular)
- Gather Roses (type B, first press)
- Wailing Wall (limited, first press)
- RAGING BLOOD (type R)
- RACIAL MIXTURE (limited, first press)
- X-RAYS (limited, first press)
- TOUR09 X-RAYS OF SCREW and ANAPHYLAXIS
Note to self: Now they suck, not buying anything from them anymore... We miss u Yuto-san!!! D':

Sel'm - brilliant force

SKULL
- the Scream of Gate
- Awake
- SKIN
- ナチュラルボーンキラー

THE GLADROW
- Growable deep＼月と薔薇
- 「Secret Real...」
- 『WORLD END』

UnsraW
- Abel/Kein (euro)
- REBORN

Valluna / ヴァルナ
- Distopia

VanessA
- VORTEX
- Love of Insanity
- alive=terror
- P.S.D./Feel U

【_Vani;lla】
- Yuuyake Rensa
- Auto Deathcussion
- Baishoku Yogashi
- 偽カルチャー

Villain
- 『DISCHARGE』
- -MAZE-
DVD: In Past -"Villain"- System

ViViD
- THE ViViD COLOR (limited, w/ DVD) (ordered)
- Across The Border (limited, type B) (gonna order)

vistlip
- Alo(n)e vister
- THEATER-vister≪CD+DVD≫(first press)

Zodia / ゾディア
- 果て無き絶望、朽ち果てる太陽 / Hate Naki Zetsubo, Kuchi Hateru Taiyo
- 慟哭 / Doukoku
- In The Dark

V.A.
- Hell Drowing

I quake, I break...

"I was chasing my hope
Deep inside me
But nothing could be found
Grief inside me

I quake I break
My heart is awfully tired
I quake I wake
There's no turning back
My prayers have vanished. Everything's in vain.
Here my story ends

This is the farthest end
Nowhere to go
All hope disappears in front of me
Nobody can hear my grievous scream from a place like this
in the dark

This is the farthest end
Sorrow overflows
The last flicker of hope has died inside me
I am lost and have lost all
Somebody embrace me now
Please embrace me now"
... lyrics of The farthest
Goddamn I LOVE THIS SONG. *listens it again - and again* I capped it's PV too - finally! It's very nice one, indeed. Fits w/ the song. And the lyrics... *___* This song really makes me sentimental. And I doubt if it's good or not... *sighs*

FROGZ! 8D

Okeydokey, I haven't posted anything for a while and it's truly because I have been just plain lazy. XD Pardon me. Today the weather is so much cooler, thermometer tells me it's about + 16 degrees! This is definitely goin' to easy my heat pain! XD Yeah. But I and Eini went outside few todays ago, when it was raining a little... On this road that we often walk w/ doggies were plenty of minimalistic, supercute, froggies hopping all over da place! 8D So asfter the walk I sent Eini to take doggies home & get a cam! Here's piccies, the froggies are on my hand, since Eini didn't really want to touch them (she tried, but she failed... The frog hopped away!). XD





... This is the daddy/mum frog - not so small. XD

Requiem.

Okeydokey, I watched w/ Eini this movie call'd Aliens vs Predator - Requiem "AVP2". It kinda sucked u know... I feel so sorry for the predator(s) in the first part of this saga - and this second part wasn't exception... Pff~ But, the first one was much - much - better. This was bland! Still, hurray for the predator, u rock! XD

And before that movie, I was out w/ Eini & Marisa. 8) We went to lil' shopping tour to shopping mall "Iso-Omena". I bought some underwears and pyjamapants...Yeah. And we had chinese food also! :3 Yummy~! I had noodels w/ shrimps, chicken and vegetables. It was delicious! My stomach were so full after that that I thought it's gonna expolde in any minute. XD I had fun. ^___^

AND BTW. SCREW'S NEW LOOK SUCKS - AND HARD!! -_________-" I'm so gonna blow PSC up!!!

Miss me, but let me go.

Don't tell me that you understand, don't tell me that you know,
Don't tell me that I will survive, how I will surely grow.
Don't tell me this is just a test, that I am truly blessed,
That I am chosen for this task, apart from all the rest.

Don't come at me with answers that can only come from me,
Don't tell me how my grief will pass, that I will soon be free.
Don't stand in pious judgment of the bonds I must untie,
Don't tell me how to suffer, don't tell me how to cry.

My life is filled with selfishness, my pain is all I see,
But I need you, I need your love, unconditionally.
Accept me in my ups and downs, I need someone to share,
Just hold my hand and let me cry, and say,
"My friend, I really do care."
- Author unknown -

... in the memory of Daisuke Ochida

H.O.T

JHAsdbnbgmfbmjfbymnm!!! I would do - almost - anything for cooler temperature! DD: I'm melting 24/7!! This is some fuckin' torturing! GAAAAAAAAH! *goes mad* Eating kimchi-ramens doesn't really help, neither drinkin' coffee - but... :''D

Below pics, that I took this morning when I went outside - for doggies sake... They almost had heatstrokes there, so we didn't be there for long - poor babies. <3 D: Thermometer shows now 33,8 +degrees... @@


Santra joggin'...


and Moira gaspin'. XD

Honk honk!

I just watched The Twilight Saga: Eclipse-movie... One word... LOL! I would definetly go w/ that werewolf-dude, that glittering man creeps me off. XDD

I'm bored yo.

Viva la whining!

I have been wondering - since I nowadays have some time to think (I do this in worktime mostly, cuz when I come home, I'm too tired to thing), why do ppl change so much - in such a short time? I really don't know am I OK with that fact, but nobody askes me so... But yeah. Confusing really is the key word now... Frustration rocks also, but... Yeah. Should I stop whining? I think that everyone of my friends are so fucking tired of me (and this looooovely whining). Why can't I just be happy? Well. I think that my realism has turned to bad - bad - bad pessimism.

It's too hot in here and it sucks - too. Even the doggies are dead, and that tells something about the temperature... Now the thermometer shows it's +33,2 degrees. Nice. No wonder why I died when I took Moira & Santra out this morning. XD Everything sucks ya know... I wanna move somewhere... I want to go to JPN. Darn.

Do I have hole in my soul? Or am I paranoid? Something?


... I'm gonna post this pic of Tomo w/ pink harness (gay much?!), so this post won't be full of sh*t. ^^" Isn't he cute? :3

frustrated fruit.

WAAAAAAAA~! I doesz not want to go to work!!! D:< Would someone go insted of me, plz? ... U will have 140€ since it's sunday! XD Still no? .... Darn. D:

Day @ Linnanmäki

*yaaaawn* I iz so tired. Yesterday we were (I, Eini, mum & her betrothed Timo) at Linnamäki, and gosh, it was fuuuuun! 8D I actually went in this one ride call'd "Salama" which was - to me & Eini at least - terrific experience!! XD It felt like I was going to fly out of the carriage which in we were. But. We survived. Never gonna do that again, though... XD And we also went to the Helsinki's SEA LIFE centre, which is in Linnanmäki too - actually. I took some piccies during the trip, so take a look.


Lollipops! 8DD




PIRANHAS! >DD






Some kind of shrimp. XD


Neon yellow thingie~ ;D


NEMOS!!!! 8D


Something. XD


LIL' SHARK! They were too quick for the cam (using camera's flashlight was forbidden there). <<


Those things which burn u.


Sea horses. <3 :3


Those freaks tried to snap Eini's finger. XDD


Sirkka!!! I FOUND U! >8DD *insidejoke* Why were u hiding there?! D<
NOTE: This creature is "sirkkaäyriäinen" (in finnish)


Carousel horse. ;P


A view from ferris wheel..

And after that we went to eat to the Maya bar & grill @ Helsinki. We all ate this portion call'd "Pollo chimichurri" - and it was delicious! *__* Not to mention that pina colada which I drank after the food! 8D Yummie~ <3

Rest in peace (and smile company) ダウト...

FUCK U PSC.