パラサイト.

Imp things first, ヴァルナ (Valluna)'s パラサイト (Parasite) is AWESOME! *__* I MUST BUY THAT COMPILATION ALB. "HELL DRAWING"! :< *goes to CDJapan* ... Purchased! Ando~ vistlip's song "FIVE BARKIN ANIMALS" is.... <3 Pure love! 8) And the whole album "THEATER" is xtremely nice! Balanced, there's none "totally shitty song"! Bravo guys!! *claps*

This morning I went for a "morning walk" with Moira - clock was like 13.00pm. XD So, it was no-so-morning. But. I woke up at 12:00, I couldn't do it earlier! Reason, why I'm typing this is that I took piccies! AGAIN! So, here they are.







Wanna know how hard it's to get reasonable pics of Moira? XD She just runs, runs (sometimes even over u) and bungles! She's my drooling-&-dorky-so-much-loved-babe. <3

... Hey. Where's "all" my friends when I need company? Talkin' about them, me & Jonna are gonna get pierced in 7.1.!! 8D Buuuuut~ Where's I'm gonna take my piercing?! <__< Must.decide! Maybeez another one (there are now 4) to the lower lip? Or surface to my neck or between my clavicles? Who knows.

Two barkin' animals.

FUCK. I'm so not morning person. This morning I woke up at 6.10am (I had to go to work) and now I'm a living-dead fulltime zombie! Fun? Hell yeah. Super fun...

And. Fuck. May I rip "someones" head off. This lady makes me SO PISSED OFF right now. Or is it just "me" (and my paranoia) again? Probably. So. Don't ask.

XMAS KILL!

SEE!!! THAT FUCKIN DAISY SHOWED THAT TO ME FEW MINUTES AGO!!! *____* DAMN URUHA LOOKS WAY TOO HOT! I got killed. By Daisy feat. Pornuha (= Uruha)... What a destiny! 8D

And chance of subject. I got this xmas (as a xmas gifts, of course); chocolate ( e.g. kinder bars: from mum, Eini & Minttu), grey-pink pyjama set: tank top with "kawaii-animal" on it & sweater pants (from mum), Avril Lavigne's Black Star-perfume (from mum), fingerless gloves (from Eini), Jack Skellington-earrings (from Eini), silver earrings (from mum) & pig (from Jonna)!! 8D

But yeah. I thought that I'll up some piccies today. I tried to get pic of the Toilet Monster too, but she sleeps on her bed, and my phone cam cannot take a pic of her, because my room's so dark: there would be only a black chunk in the pic, iIf I would take one... -__-"

To the piccies! ^___^


There's my xmas presents: pig, which I got from Jonnababe and Avril Lavigne's perfume "Black Star" (Sadie flachback much?! :'D) which I got from my mum. <3


Xmas tree ball and Santra. <3


Your still nameless Bunny and another pic of the gift-pig! ^___~

Yup. And the good news is, that Santra's tumor has been decreased!! ^^ She eats now - again - the sytostatic pills, which name I don't remeber right now. And she's in good condition also! I bought her two "peeping" toys as a xmas gifts. ^^ She love'd them! Moira also got two toys - and maaaaaany bones. :D

Ando~ I went to Daisy in her birthday-day (Thu 17.12)! ^^ It was quite nice day, although I think that she deserves much better things in her birthday than just my company. ^^" She had from me a Bleach pillow and.... What did she call that Renji/Ichigo-pimping manga. XD And raisins. She likes them. For some reason.

And yesterday we (me, mum & Eini) were @ Minttu's & Jimi's house @ Vihti. Minttu is my big sister and Jimi is her husband. :D We played Rayman Raving Rabbids (I was pretty good playing drums in it 8D) with Nintendo Wii & Buzz with PS3. It was hilarious! ^o^

Flow snow~!

Jonna was here today! We wrote down our "psychology drama performance". Hell, it's gonna be awful to play that in front of the whole class. XD But it's good! Our drama, I mean. ^^ We should get, at least, the H2 of that (which is good). - I think.

It has been snowing like all day long today! :o And it's c-o-l-d outside! I escorted Jonna to the rain station with Moira... When we were walking & freezing Moira ran happily in the wilderness! Damn that dog, it doesn't even know what word "freezing" means!! -__-"

Uh, have I already told u, that we went to the shopping centre "Iso-Omena" on last monday! I bought for myself new shoes (pics later) and some underwears. And mum bought for me new "pyjama-set" as a xmas present, but since she's "Meanie-Mum", she wont give those to me untill christmas eve... Although I have already seen those - I choosed them, damn! :''D

"Are you a bunny...?"

WE HAVE A BUNNY!! XD And it's purely a extempore buy, but don't tell me that u shouldn't buy an animal without consideration. My sis has been wanting bunny for years. So. Here he is now and he's totally "man-without-a-name", but I'd like to call him "Snow" like Matenrou's Sono in ANOMIE. ^___^ Dunno, my sis kept suggesting names like Genki, Yuki, Eros... XD The petshop keeper call'd him "Snowball" - definitely not keeping THAT name! :'D He's "mongrel" (netherland dwarf x mini lop is a guess) & albino - as u can see of the pics below!





He seems to be very kind and peaceful soul, but dunno how long that lasts! :'D Our dogs, Santra & Moira, could stare that thing all day long!! Santra acts so funnily when she "sneaks" around his cage. :'D Like the bunny wouldn't already know, that Santra's there, watching him like a hawk. XD And Moira, since she's pure baka, is just like "Ha, what's that?" and stares Santra insteadt of the bunny, who's so much more in the plot!

All against hope.

Okay, let's talk about my new sweater!! It is THIS LOVELY! See! If u don't look at pic at left, stupido. XD

Me and my mum went to this clothing store call'd Seppälä this morning (finnish babes know this)! Yeah. I bought that yellow sweater. *__* Even though I am broke!! << Thanks to god I get 880€ on monday. But. Half of it goes to Santra and so on. Yeat I don't really care, good that even part of it goes where needed. ;P

Of those money I planned to buy ReivieЯ's mini-album and Matenrou Opera's singles plus Sadie's mini-album "gain" too - both types, of course, it's Sadie!

Santra was in vet yesterday. They ripped the infected claw away, since it was seperated of it's inside nerves somehow... And her tumor had increased. << So we try to stop it's growth with the previous sytostatics (the pill ones), witch kept it smaller... Today we also (me & mum) went to the post and there was waiting this package, where were our dog's Xmas presents. :D I couldn't help myself; Santra got one of them already. XD

Oh fck. I also have to buy DI3SIRAE's mini, Arc's 「Lady」 & 「Gentleman」 + Para:noir's single! << Like when and from what money? ARGH.

Through the snow.

Aww, when my sister left to the school she bringed Santra to my room (she needs to be watched because she cannot gnaw her sick paw - witch she still does, because I cannot watch after her like 24/7). <3 Then I slept with her for a half an hour... I would liked to sleep even still, but she became too nervous to sleep and started to flail me with her paws. ;P So, we woke up at 9:30am. Then I took "the Toilet Monster" (Moira) and Santra outside for a walk. IT SNOWS OUTSIDE! *___*

Moira was supercute last night! I was on the comp till the midnight and she tried to sleep under the blanket, but since she's baka, she only had her head under that. XD So I helped her and she slept sweetily after that. <3

Uh, I have to go to Killinmäki - AGAIN. I only have friday in this week off. Daisy said that she has five days off in this & nxt week - I'm so jealous. -__-" And the bastard didn't even go to school today! Well. I'm sure she deserves her resting days. But. Still! I'm jealous. Whan can u do.

... Haunted Jealousy.

Okay, I threatened to cap Nega's Haunted Jealoysy some time ago and here it is, boys N' girls! Damn I died in several parts in it when I look'd it at first time! San and Jin are as hot as burning hell!! 8D *rapes rapes rapes* And the song is just GREAT! *___*



































Damn I need money. Santra has vet on thursday and I have only 70€. -__-" My mum is broke also, so...~ WHERE'S THE HELL MY PAYCHECK LINGERS?! *kicks "somebody's" ass*

Shit happens, I'm in work.

FCK. Im so fucking full of working!! This "morning" I hardly even got myself out of bed - it was pure hell (and the clock was like 11:30)... >o< So, believe me. Trying to be in school and working in same time (all my holidays goes on work, yeeeea!) isn't so much fun. I soon will have, at least, a mental burn out... But I need those money to Santra's (I'll do everything for her <3) cancer treatments. So. I just have to live through this.

Whining? WELL HELL YEAH.

Caress the Despair.

HOLY SHIT!! We practiced stitching yesterday @ school. O..O When Jonna was gonna inject me, her hands shaked - a hell lot. XD I was like "DO IT ALREADY OR I FAINT, U BITCH!!!"... I don't like injects. XD Piercings are nice, but it's soo different thing...! We also had exam of "medication nurturing", or what u can call it...? It went well. ^^

And later on that day, we went (me, Eini & Mum) to the "tiimari" to buy some Christmas decorations. ^o^ Now we only have to steal (*muah*) the christmas tree somewhere. >:D

Santra's backpaw's finger, which is inflamed, is better, but still sore. <<

Mymymy "jrock" CDs & DVDs! (updated)

Me is lazzzzy, so this is just - updated - copy of my list which was originally posted at last.fm. I really don't want to thing about how much money (€.€) these CDs have swallowed, but sometimes I - unfortunately - feel like I should have bought something else with those euros = something "handy-needy", like new clothes or .... something!

UPDATED 21.01.2010



12012
- Wana
- SHINE (type B)
- Cyclone (regular)
- Play Dolls (euro)

ALSDEAD
- Violet of Reason
- S.a.g.A
- PARADOX

アンド / And
- - & - (limited, first press)

Arc
- justice (Type A)
- So no Kokoro (Type A)
- Departure of one's lot (Type B)
- 【F】face

as.milk - Ato

Black:List - MELANCHOLY

born
- with hate (demo)
- -Abnormal Head Machine-
- 『felony』 TYPE A -BOLDNESS SESSION-

brodiaea - di;Vision

chariots - Yui

DELUHI
- Surveillance
- Orion once again
- VISVASRIT
- MAHADEVA
- JAGANNATH
- FLASH:B[L]ACK
- Two Hurt
- -Yggdalive-
- Two Hurt -FOOL'S MATE edition-

DI3SIRAE
- fall down the deeper underground
- Overindulge

DICE AND JOKER - Eternal Insanity

Dio - Distraught Overlord
- Byakuya ni Moyuru Hana
- Byakuya ni Moyuru Hana ~Shi to byoudou no tsumi no naka de~
- Heaven's Call
- Carry Dawn

Dir en grey
- UROBOROS (limited)
DVD: TOUR04 THE CODE OF VULGAR[ism]

D=OUT / ダウト
- ZIPANG (euro)
- 明星オリオン (TYPE C)
- 花咲ビューティ (Regular Edition)
- 浪漫動脈的茶番劇
- い鳥 (limited, TYPE B)

Ellseed - Missing Tears

gaudie. - MONSTER OF SNIPER

Gazette, the / ガゼット
- Cassis (type B)
- Gama (first press)
- NIL (limited)
- Stacked Rubbish (limited)
- DIM (limited, first press)
- BEFORE I DECAY (both types)
DVD: TOUR 2007-2008 STACKED RUBBISH　GRAND FINALE [REPEATED COUNTLESS ERROR]IN 国立代々木競技場第一体育館 (limited first press)
DVD: Standing Live tour 2006「Nameless Liberty.Six Guns...」-TOUR FINAL-at BUDOKAN (euro)

ギルティア / Gilltia - CLOWN

girugamesh / ギルガメッシュ
- 獄-初犯型円盤-
- girugamesh (euro)
- 13's reborn (euro)
- MUSIC (limited)
- BORDER (limited)
DVD: CRAZY CRAZY CRAZY (first press)

gossip
- Smell of skin
- obscene
- Newborn

hurts - Best Album

Jewel - Kokotsu Tricolor

Matenrou Opera / 摩天楼オペラ
- Gilia (euro)
- Spectacular
- Last Scene
- acedia
- ANOMIE (first press)
DVD: DAWN OF ANOMIE in Akasaka BLITZ

雅-miyavi-
- MYV☆POPS (limited)

MUCC / ムック - Ageha (limited)

L'eprica
- florence/3rd blood & pain
- Sephirothic tree

like absolute myself - Meteoric Swarm

lynch.
- THE AVOIDED SUN
- THE BURIED (euro)
- Ambivalent Ideal (limited)

Nega / ネガ
- dole
- hole
- The faded film of a japanese sadness
- reminiscence (both types)
- Utsu
- illegitimacy
- Somato - Past Sky -
- dig
- ill
- Rebirth Under the Chaos (type B)
- Grave Of The Sacrifice (Visual Grave Type)
- Haunted Jealousy (A, B + C types)
DVD: Visual Negativism (first press)

NightingeiL - -you-

Nightmare / ナイトメア
- Libido
- anima (euro)

-OZ-
- Spiral
- Eve's Apple
- Bulk
- SIX
- VERSUS
DVD: A FACT OF LIFE 20090218　-Territory TOKYO-

PENICILLIN - Rainbow (Type B)

Phantasmagoria
- Splendor of Sanctuary
- Synthesis Songs
- under the veil

Plastic Tree - Spica

ReivieЯ
- Agreement to us. (ordered)

R-Shitei/R指定/R-15
- Beautyful Sad Song
- the dead world
- オカルト地獄

Sadie / サディ
- SADIE -UNDEAD13+2-
- Ice Romancer (both types)
- MASTER OF ROMANCE (limited)
- The Trend Killer (first press)
- a holy terrors
- Grieving the dead soul (both types)
- THE BULLET STORM (type A)
- GRUDGE OF SORROW
DVD: THE SUICIDAL APPLICANTS
DVD: Distract against the terrors
DVD: 「Grieving the dead soul」 AKASAKA BLITZ 20081005
DVD: Crimson Tear (Director's CUT)
DVD: 「MASTER OF ROMANCE」 at SHIBUYA-AX20090502

Saruin / サルーイン
- MISS DEMON
- 業-カルマ-
- Doko -silent Luv phobia-
- 蛇華 -jaka-

SCREW
- 七色ノ冷艶歌
- Virus (first press)
- Venom (first press)
- Fusion of the core (regular)
- Gather Roses (type B, first press)
- Wailing Wall (limited, first press)
- RAGING BLOOD (type R)
- RACIAL MIXTURE (limited, first press)
- X-RAYS (limited, first press)

Sel'm - brilliant force

SKULL
- the Scream of Gate
- Awake
- SKIN

THE GLADROW
- Growable deep＼月と薔薇
- 「Secret Real...」
- 『WORLD END』

UnsraW
- Abel/Kein (euro)
- REBORN

VanessA
- VORTEX
- Love of Insanity
- alive=terror
- P.S.D./Feel U

【_Vani;lla】
- Yuuyake Rensa
- Auto Deathcussion
- Baishoku Yogashi
- 偽カルチャー / Nise Culture

Villain
- 『DISCHARGE』
- -MAZE-
DVD: In Past -"Villain"- System

vistlip
- Alo(n)e vister
- THEATER-vister≪CD+DVD≫ (first press, ordered)

XodiacK
- 神羅万象-摂理- (first press)

Zodia / ゾディア
- 果て無き絶望、朽ち果てる太陽
- 慟哭
- In The Dark

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Why black dreadlocks are so damn sexy?! Part 2.

Ooookay~ XD Jonna posted the post below when I turned my back to her (to do our math project) and left this site open... XDD Damn that grl! <3 LOL.

My mum were, with Santra, of course, in the vet. She had this new treatment: gemcitabine... My mum send me some piccies of her, when they were there; here they are! ^___^ Santra is such a sweetie. <3




Yeah. Good news is, that I got my DELUHI's Tho Hurt -FOOL'S MATE- edition today (I think I should update my CD-list now...)! With it came two pics of the guys and fck, they looks so darn good in those! *___* I also have received my all three Haunted Jealousy's (Nega, ppl). The PV of "Haunted Jealousy" is porrrrrrn! >:D *rapes Jin & San*

I think I'm gonna cap cap it and post some pics of it... Someday soon. 8) Not now. I'm tired. And just a fifteen minutes ago, I was xtremely pissed off. Now I have a pizza and everything is OK. I think. I'm bored.

I were at Daisy's place on tuesday. ^^ It was soooo nice to be with her again. <3 We watched Sadie's MASTER OF ROMANCE DVD, SCREW'S DVD and lastly Matenrou's DVD too (Sono is so *rapesrapes*)! ;D <3 Active youngs. XD