VITTUSAATANAHELVETTI.

Why in the name of hell everything crashes down at same time?! Do I have such a bad karma, that everything that makes me goin' on, should be taken away? Seems like it. My one so called friend is awoiding me, obviously (and fuck, why cannot's she say that to me clearly!!), and one of them is so fuckin' broken, that I don't know, how to help her...

And my dad's dog. THAT BASTARD DIDN'T TAKE THAT DOG TO THE VET WHEN HE NOTICED, THAT SHE, THE DOG, CANNOT EVEN MOVE! HOW STUPID MY "DAD" (hate to call him that way, luckily he lives 300kms away) IS?! My mum call'd him this morning, and told him to take the dog asap to the vet.... We'll see what happens.

Should I just sleep this shitty world away.

Sick and tired (but still "happy & alive")!

Ohgay, I decided to do random pic post, since in my phone were rottening couple of piccies, what I have took in this month... ^^ So, "enjoy"! And btw dearie-M, sry for being boring (+ absent) last night, I was xtremely tired - your pic, that u showed to me, is awesome! ^o^ <3 *huggies*


There's my phone charm (the dog, obviously) lurking into my bag and pic of Miyavi's queue; M's friend's bag (Laura) and her shoe, M's shoe and my jean covered knee. ^o^


Sight of Espoo's railway station (they're redoing it atm), that's the city where my school is, and in 2nd pic some field what is in my en route when I'm going to school by train. ;P Exciting, neh~!


My Manson ticket! B) Have I already told u, that I'm goin there with Jonna and her lil' sis?


I'm hungry as hell. My mum and Eini went to the supermarket at 10:30... And they said, that's they will get something to eat to me, before I go to work... BUT I SEE NO FOOD!!! :<< They should come asap back! -o- *starving* Huh, such a whiner I am. *goes to fridge and takes yesterday's chicken & rice*

"Seen live"-list (jap. bands). ^o^

aicle. @ Gloria 18.10. Tsukicon 2009

Blacklist @ Gloria 12.10. Coupling Tour 2008

Dio - distraught overlord
@ Nosturi 16.03 1st Europe Tour
@ Gloria 01.12.

exist†trace @ Gloria 12.10. Coupling Tour 2008

girugamesh
@ Tavastia 02.02. 「stupid tour '08 in EURO」
@ Tavastia 06.05. CRAZY TOUR 09 in EUROPE
@ Tuska Open Air Metal Festival 28.06.2009

雅-miyavi-
@ Tavastia 02.08. THIS IZ THE JAPANESE KABUKI ROCK TOUR 2008
@ Tavastia 03.08. THIS IZ THE JAPANESE KABUKI ROCK TOUR 2008
@ Tavastia 23.09. Neo Tokyo Samurai Black World Tour 2009/10

ムック @ Tuska Open Air Metal Festival 28.06.2009

SCREW @ Gloria 17.10. Tsukicon 2009

vistlip @ Gloria 18.10. Tsukicon 2009

... COMIN' GIGS
- none -

SCREW's X-RAYS bonus DVD cappin'! *luv*

Yahoo~ I finally did it! I has capped the X-RAYS bonus DVD which I got with it. 8) Believe me, it was haaaaaaaaard~ ... since VLC-player sucks, my ladies!


Guys @ studio... somewhere in Japan.


Right place for the mic. ;D


Smiling bass.


No words needed. <3


O.O Jin. XDD


Pose, baby, pose! *o*


... And check the results.


M-A-N-A-B-U.


Awwww! Cuties holding hands. <3


Jin vol. 02. X'DD


Wohoo~! Kazuki with his bike!!


Yuuto steps a side...




ROLLING OVER! BEWARE....


THAT SMILE!!!!! *dies hard*


Smexiness comes and hits u!


... Kazuki notices there's a kid around...


There it is!


ATTACK!


*insert JAWS-music*


Away we go. Great predator! :'D


Comment-time! They don't look so happy...


... Jin but's things right!


I don't rememeber what he said along with that gesture. XD


Kaz poses smexily and Yuuto sleeps~


Manabu finds the camera lady/man interesting... O,O


Kazuki looks like; "Gosh, when does this end?!?!" with dramaqueen pose. XD


And then he gets an orgasm! Good for him. XDD


...


... I have nothing to say. LOL.

Chekispam!

Mine, mine, mine! *o* Got the Kifumi-ones today, others are "older"... I have been lazy (and tired, as u know) so I haven't been able to scan those, but now I did it! ;P

君に願いを!!!!!!!!! <3

OH MY GOD FORSAKEN! MYV PLAYED KIMI NI NEGAI WO (君に願いを)!!!! *___________* <33 I can die happily ever after - again! He was sucha a sweetie (and looked gorgeous!)! Plus he spoke with audience - a lot (don't know how many "love confessions" he made with audience XD), and he has a daughter now (awwwww.... congratulations!) and he seemed so much more relaxed than last time! :O <3 The gig were pure awesomeness, better than the last two in Helsinki. Ando~ Finnish audience were great, but the dorks didn't shout "encore" when u needed to. << But that's the only thing that bothered me... HOLY SHIT THAT'S WEIRD! So, it was xremely nice to be there. ^^ <3 Thankies to M for company (thought I think that u'r already soooo full of me! XD), you're the best. <3 (How many hearts can I but in this text?!)

My legs are dying. I had stiletto heels on that gig and it was a BIG MISTAKE!! :L And pst, I'm not in @ school... Bad me.

Miyavi @ Tavastia -- tonight!

Olè! >:D I'm tired. As usual. Uf. Maybeez I post something "clever" tomorrow. This is just a post that shows, that I'm alive and kicking! 8) And I'm atm listening UnsraW's new single. Yuuki's growls are pure smexiness - as always. *____* So it seems to be good~...! Thought ... I miss Jun!! :'< <3 DAMN THAT GUY! Snif.

SCREW's new album is good. Not as good as I expected, but it goes. I got it day before yesterday... And in my "first press bonus sticker" is Byou. And the -OZ-'s album... Shamely I haven't listened it yet! -____- Lazy me. FILMY's PV was nice. Natsuki is hoooooot (Nao and Aki of course too)!! >8D *o* And Tama looks surprisingly nice too! :O *rapes all* Should I postspam piccies of them...? YESH! AND I MUST CAPCAPCAP BOTH PV'S (SCREW N' -OZ-, I mean).

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-OZ-'z LAST Shell is pure awesomeness!!! Love at first hear! *_____*

Chocolate raisins, yummy~ *gorging*

Whii~. I'm so happy cuz today I found my friends... Or what did Cobain sing? :'D Something like that, at least! I don't listen to Nirvana, so don't kill me.

This day was a good day. Kind of. I'M SO FUCKIN TIRED! Still. I was in this japanese language course (which started today) with my lil' sister Eini. Your teacher is quite young dude who has been studying Japanese in University (in Helsinki, I think) and has lived in Nippon for one year... And he's not cute... That's mean! >:/

Yeah. Ando~ ME HAS CHOCOLATE RAISINS!!!!!!! *______* Tomorrow I'm gonna go movies with Jonna. I thought that I should go to sleep earlier this night (like 22:00pm?), so I wouldn't be as tired as I was today in school. Jonna said that I'm "yrmy" when I'm tired. O.O Don't know how to translate that. Cranky? XD

I have ticket to Manson's gig in Hartwall Arena 11.11-09! *___* Jonna's stepdad reserved those to us in 31.08 when they came to the sale. ;P So. I'm going with her and little sister (Ninni) of hers. ^o^

Japanese cuteness! *o*

Maybeez I'm bi after all. *____*

Bunny~!

So cute, must post! <3
(Did ya know, that they're shooting/trapping/killing bunnies in Helsinki in this fall!! >:/)

Pharmaceutical calculations exam! OH FCK.

LKKsmjdhk!!! On friday I had this exam of pharmaceutical calculations. It it went well... Most likely. XD The last task was.... confusing! Me and Jonna (SURPRISE!!) were the lasts in class who still did it, when others had gone outside for a break... We headdesked and laughed there together (and our teacher laughed with us). XDD But it seems that I got the last task _almost_ right. The bitchy thing here is, that u don't get thru that test, if it's has even one notable mistake... << Yeah. And before that exam I messed Jonna's head up with some jrock - or at least she said so. XD DAMN U SATOSHI (AND SONO) IF JONNA'S TEST SUCKS BAD TIME! X'D *SMS messaging with J* We are going to see sci-fi/action movie call'd District 9 in the Tennispalatsi, hopefully on thursday (finally gonna see that film, I felt so sorry for the aliens when I saw the trailer). <3 *happy*

Btw, I wanna use word "flurry" somewhere.... (Oh, I just did?)

So~ Now I'm gonna do some pic posting. ^o^ I have snapped (and Jonna too) few piccies with my phone-camera, and I feel xtremely sorry, if I don't share these with u. XD They're kind of random. They're. You'll see. LOL.

TO THE PICCIES! EVERYBODY SCREAM: *YEAAAAAAAAAAAH*!


My leg, my make-upless eye and Jonna's face - again. 8)


Clickies for bigger pic! Sky was awesome pinkish red, when I was walking home yesterday. <3 Cam raped it, tought...


Random! My work place's living room and Jonna's phonecharm (which I gave to her) raping her phone. :'D

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XodiacK (EROSEROSEROS <666!!) relases whole new album!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *o* GREATNESS!!! *dies happily ever after*
I wanna get Apple iPod Nano!! In lime green color. Or orange. But it costs way too much. :< *just bought Ando's new CD and DELUHI's new mini-album from Brand-X + bidded on few Kifumi chekis and three born-photosets with Eini*. GUYS! I CAN HEAR THUNDERING! *o* AWESOME! Ando~ I'm littlebit skeptic about seeing M today. To be exact, I should be wathing bus-timetable right now... She spended night watching movies (or something like that) with her friend and I really don't thing that it's "fun" hanging with her when she's a zombie... -____- Neh. I don't even remember when we saw last time. She's kind of busy with her other friends and I've been hanging with other buddies too - and mostly: working my ass off. I really don't know anymore, do I care about that, that we really don't see each other. I used to care - a lot (note: I'm trying to awoid angsting here!!). And how surprising! We don't meet today.

DIM.

Title of this post refers shamlessly to the Gazette's "new" album DIM, which is - btw - surely one of the greatest releases of this year. *o* I'm listening it right now on my stereos, which I - at last - butted in their place: thay have earned their place in the top of the my brand new "bookshelf". ;) To be honest, I was skeptic for this album for a long looooong time - before it was finally released and then it hitted the jackpot in my musical brains (tought I fell in love with DISTRESS AND COMA + HEADACHE MAN, but I don't like LEECH's PV and I "over-listened" Guren when it came out -_____-")! <3 My fav songs of this album seems to be; A MOTH UNDER THE SKIN, THE INVISIBLE WALL, 泣ケ原 (Nakigahara), 紅蓮 (Guren), HEADACHE MAN, 13STAIRS［-］1 and DISTRESS AND COMA. Yeah. If I don't lie to myself. :'D


Uh, and to the point. I took Moira (who weights 60,5kgs, lil' jrocker-guys should beware...!!) to the vet with my mum because in her right paw she has a quite nasty cut. << They said, that it won't need stiches, but it should be keeped clean and Moira must not lick the wound! Now Moira uses sock with some bandages when she's inside and when we go out, she puts some plastic bag around her paw also. ^o^ Luckily, she doesn't mind of the sock, but u should seen when we were in the vet!! She didn't want to show her paw to the vet, so after all, there where four women keeping her down. @.@