L-o-v-e-d...

Uh, I feel terrible. All these things dealing with death are rolling in my head - all the fckin time... Sans (Santra) cancer gets me emo/tional - she's like a little sister to me, not "just a dog", as some would say.

Here she is, with her stitches... I took the pic yesterday.


I hope with all my heart that she will survive thru this...

My fav members of bands which I listen! *bored*

 

I'm not gonna list all the the smallest indies bands (e.g. Ansinomy) here, so it's not completely "whole". ^^

【_Vani;lla】 : vocalist 鐘【-ベル-】 (Vell) or guitarist 暁斗 (Akito)... Vell shall it be! ^o^
12012 : Don't have one.
Administrator : Drummer 龍 (Ryu).
ALSDEAD : No doubt, maki (vocalist)! <3
And (アンド) : Drummer 鈴音 (Suzune)! *_*
Arc : KO-JI or Toshiya... Cannot decide!! :< Okay, vocalist KO-JI.
as.milk : Vo. Jouei.
AWOI (アヲイ) : Bassist サキ (Saki)
Black:List : Guitarist Aika! 8>
born : Bassist Kifumi, of course. B)
brodiaea : DRUMMER SORA (空)!!! DD: I WANT HIM BACK!
ClearVeil : Bassist HISAYOSHI.
D=OUT (ダウト) : Vocalist 幸樹 (Kouki). Grrr~ He has stolen my heart... *sighs*
Dear Bitch : Vocalist 妖芽 (Ayame).
DEATHGAZE : Vocalist 藍 (Ai).
DELUHI : Sujk on drums. <69
DI3SIRAE : Gen the guitarist.
DICE AND JOKER : Vocalist Makki (same as ALSDEAD, u know?)
Dio - Distraught Overlord : Bassist Ivy.
Dir en grey : Don't have one.
Dizzy : Vocalist 澪 (Mio). <3
Ellseed : Shiki the bassist.
gaudie. : Bassist 禾須葉 (Kazuha).
the Gazette (ガゼット) : Guitarist 葵 (Aoi)! ^__~
Gilltia (ギルティア) : Dunno. Vivi (guitarist) or 遥 (Haruka) the vocalist.
girugamesh (ギルガメッシュ) : Drummer Яyo, supacute! :D
gossip : Vocalist 緋絽 (Hiro), definitely.
GRIEVER : Guitarist May.
Jewel : Drummer 琥珀 (Kohaku) - sooo cute!
julius : Vocalist 哲 (Tetsu) - now in Para:noir.
L'eprica : Vocalist Raya!!! *o*
like absolute myself : Not sure, but maybeez bassist しな (Shina)...
LiZ : Guitarist 憂 (Yu) or bassist Vict...
Lycaon : Bassist 美央 (Mio) - gotta love his piercings. <3
lynch. : the support member on the bass? :'D Hey, he's smexy!
Matenrou Opera (摩天楼オペラ) : I get killed if I say 悠 (Yu) soooo the keyboard guy 彩雨 ~ayame~ then.
meth. : akitoakitoakito! Vocalist. ;D
MEZE : Drummer 誠 (Makoto). Pfff, I wanna see him shirtless!!
Nega (ネガ) : Bassist Ray - now & forever. ;>
NightingeiL : Guitarist ショウイチ (Shouichi). <3
-OZ- : Guitarist Aki.
Phantasmagoria : Bassist Kisaki - he's the boss of UCP, c'mon!
ReivieЯ : Kou the guitarist or Hayato the bassist...
RivaSquall : Vocalist 幸 (Sachi), I think.
R-Shitei (R指定) : Guitarist 楓 (Kaede).
Sadie (サディ) : ... 亜季 (Aki). He plays bass. And he does it very well. He's "the wettest dream". GRAU. *__*
Saruin (サルーイン) : Guitarist 蘭丸 (Ranmaru), now in Para:noir too?
SCREW : Guitarist 和己 (Kazuki) with no doubt!! Who can resist that smile? *melts*
Sel'm : Guitarist Nagi (he's ex. Viored!).
ShaGIRL (斜GIRL) : Vocalist ナオキ (Naoki), such a puppydog!
Since1889 : Hottie Setsu! Plays guitar. Or played. :'<
SKULL : Bassist Ryo or guitarist Die... <3
THE GLADROW : Vocalist 壱 (Hajime)! C:
UnsraW : Jun!!! -____________- Played bass. Fck.
VanessA : 鴇 (Toki) the guitarist.
VELGREED : Vocalist 鳴 (Naru) - busted u Mei!!
Villain : Vocalist 葵 (Aoi), gosh. <3
XodiacK : EROS!!!! *____* Lovegod and vocalist!!
Zodia (ゾディア) : Vocalist & guitarist 悠 (Yuu).
ZXST : Bassist 千尋 (Chihiro) or vocalist Nancy.

*mission: puttin' some porn on!*

And here it comes...! *______*


"森 清治 (Mori Kiyoharu) who is better known by his stage name 清春 (Kiyoharu), born in October 30th 1968..." LIKE HE'S 40 YEARS OLD AND STILL LOOKING SO DAMN HOT?!?!?!?!??! Pics aren't the newest, but holey shit, you may even look at the newest pics and still lookin' hot like a hell... BD *rapes - at least tries*

Crazy crazy crazy!

UWAH, giru's DVD Crazy Crazy Crazy is fantastical!! *___* First disc is, of course the final gig in SHIBUYA-AX and in the second disc... *draws breath* there's guys dorking around --- and SHIRTLESS ЯYO!!! *happyfangirl*

And my lil' sister dog, Santra, who was in surgery two days ago, is recovering well. <3 Bad news is, that she has to go to thru second operation too - the vet said that her tumor has spread to the other side (left) of her mammary glands too, so they have to remove themalso... :'<

Damn. I'm searching thru my files for the pic of her (which my sister took today), but my comp keeps on crashing down!!! -___- *kicks it*


There's the pic - after the match between me and the computer (which name is Aki - according to Sadie's basist Aki *grin*)

And yack! When I took Moira out, to the forest, she decided to roll over somethin' dead!! D: She smelled like a hell!!! Then I had to wash her and obviously your bathroom was allover in her black hairs after that... My mum didn't like it at all. :'D

And last....<333



*listenin' LP (= Linkin Park)* I didn't remeber that they were this goooood~....

It's raining cats and dogs (hopefully not great danes @.@)!!

I SHOULD GO TO WORK (BY BIKE) AND IT'S RAINING OUTSIDE - AND NOT A LITTLE!!! >_____< FCK!!

It's six a.m. and my (computerdesk's) chair is making noises....!!

Yeah... I'm sitting on it (the chair) and it clicks n' clacks everytime I move!! O___O My lil' sister knocked her wall just a minute ago (were "neighbours" - in same house); the clickin' & clackin' made her annoyed... :'D I gotta go to work for seven. Me is sleepyzZzZz.... And somehow I miss M, I haven't seen her for two (or more) weeks. -___- Fck summerjobs!

*poppin' gaudie.* I want their album already... <3 *___*

*poppin' SHADOWS*

Hi again! :D I'm not gonna do that Tuska festival post now (kill me if U want), but even so I'm gonna post random thingies; pics of my dog Moira, my walls and... Well, you'll see. ;) And referring to the my post title, I'm listening lynch.'s new album SHADOWS. And you know what? I HAVEN'T BUYED IT!! :< Yet I'm planning to buy that from closet child... But... Shall we start then, anygay? *feelin' guilty*

Click the piccies to make them bigger!! ^___^


Okay. This pic from my wall, as u can see. U can also see some of my CDs there (they are in my comp desk's shelf. ^^ And there's my gorilla too (I have haved it since I was a lil' kid) and some VK-magazines (SHOXX, Cure, Fool's Mate...).


MOIRA! <3 My darlin'! :D She has waaaay too many nicknames such as Ali, Moikku, Iines, Pines, Moissu... And she's sleeping in her bed - which is totally messed up... @.@


Posters, posters... There's autographs in Ellseed (the poster was gift from Brand X when I buyed their first single) & Black:List (they were in Finland in 12 October 08, I took the autographs there myself. <3 AIKA WAS HOTHOTHOT!! *__*). ;)


More posters. ^____~

Tired... -_-

Sry, I just haven't be able to write here, I'm so f*cking tired! When I get out of work, I just wanna sleep! Now I have two days off and I'm gonna spend them too mostly sleeping. ^____~ I'm planning to get my eyebrown pierced. I used to have piercing in my right eyebrown, and I tought, that the piercing will go to same side - but placing it little bit differently.

Anygay, I got the -OZ-'s A FACT OF LIFE 20090218 -Territory TOKYO- DVD at last! <3 It's amazing!! *___* Natsuki, Nao & Aki!! <69 *o* & I have also buyed/orderer Nega's (ネガ) new CD: GRAVE OF THE SACRIFICE [visual grave type] & SKULL's SKIN - which two hopefully comes in same package from Brand X, gaudie.'s new album (from closet child) and singles THE GLADROW - 「Secret Real...」, born - 『felony』... I surely forgotted something... Neh~ And I shopped PUMA BAG (from eBay)!!! :DD


So. I have almost spended my firts earnings, ~ 1000€... O.O And next payday is not until end of July! :< Gosh.

And Santra is going to big surgery at the ond of the month where her mammary gland's are taken away. She haved one tumor there in the spring, and now the vet doubted, that it's recured. So, the plan is to take the mammary glands off, so the tumor cannot recure anymore. I hope with all my heart, that Santra survives, it's so radical surgery and euthanasia is always a risk - she's such a darling. <3 :'<

I'm gonna do some "Tuska sunday" posting later.